Darkness

Hate is a very strong emotion. It encourages people to act in a way that is not necessarily typical of their normal behaviour. You can say that you hate something, but unless you truly despise and utterly revile something, then you aren't talking about true hate. I hate when people think that I am a certain way, when I'm not actually anything like that. Most people know me as a very outgoing, happy person. I'm not always like that. I have dark thoughts. I'm not a bubbly sunshine kind of person all the time. I do allow myself the darker, the deeper dreams that most people suppress. I am totally aware of my shadow. Anger and Hate are not the same thing. Depression and sadness are not the same thing. I feel all of these things and more. Yet, I am condemned if I show it.
Time will tell.

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I REALLY FUCKING HATE WHEN I POST AN INCREDIBLE SERIOUS MEANINGFUL ENTRY AND IT DOESN'T FUCKING POST.